There have many days in my life where I have wanted to crawl in a hole and just disappear from the world. Every time was because my heart was in so much pain from being broke from the death of people close to me. God has brought me out of those holes and made my heart whole every time. I miss a lot of people very much, because God saw fit to take them to their eternal homes. Every time that God takes someone, we all have to pick ourselves back up and decide whether God and His narrow path are worth following, or if we want to turn away from God and blame Him for everything. I’ve taken both paths. When my friend Kelsey, I could not find meaning for hardly anything, I could not figure out why God would steal such an amazing girl from this world that so needed her. But then, after probably one or two years, I figured out, that God took her to show Himself to soooo many of other people. His plan is soo much bigger than the little plan that we see in our everyday life. Recently, I lost something I didn’t even realize I was still holding onto. However, I am very glad that it is gone, it has opened my eyes to a whole new world. I can’t look back into the past anymore, I can only look into the future, because God is good, merciful, kind, full of grace, and forgiving. No matter what sins we commit, God will always forgive, now that does not mean that I could go out and kill someone because I know God will forgive me, purely because the Bible clearly states in the ten commandment that one shall not murder. God is full of grace, but we cannot and shall not take advantage of His grace. He is such an awesome God, He does so much for us, why should we break His laws? We shouldn't. That’s just the plain truth.
My heart has been broken and repaired by God so many times in my life. God is good, He is so good! Words cannot even describe how good He is. He helped me through another semester of school, and He’s helping me move on with my life. He’s saving and guiding three of my very dear friends through very difficult times right now. He will show them the light at the end of the tunnel. There are no worries there, for He is good. God is the God of the world and the universe. Look the stars and tell me that there is no God. I’d like to see you try. No “big boom” could ever make so many stars and galaxies, billions upon trillions of stars. As the song says, “Science says it's all just circumstance, Like this whole world's just an accident, But if you want to shoot that theory down, Look around, just look around, There is a God, There is a God, There is a God, How much proof do you need?” (Lee Ann Womack) Just look around if you want to know there is a God, is a perfect, holy, and just God. He is the God that created the universe. He is the God who saves the world. He is the God who loves unconditionally. He is the God who cannot fit inside a box because He is so HUGE and magnificent. He is such an AWESOME God that is indescribable because there are not words that can justly capture His magnificence. We serve such an AWESOME God who serves us even though we do not deserve it.
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